All the sudden one day I just woke up
as if out of a long dream
and the whole world seemed different.
And I understood it in a Way as
never before in my life.
And all was still and quiet
All that I battled and was confused about
Drifted in to the background of my awareness
And I saw things I never wanted to see before.
I must have become willing.
The burst was mixed with elation and devastation.
Swinging between laughing and crying.
In a flash my entire life choices were revealed to me
And how the walk brought me to the
Epiphany of self.
That I walked right into myself over and over again,
Same life lessons repeating
At deeper levels.
Just when I thought I would be clear of myself
Along came another scenario
To ensure that I understood myself clearly.
One could say this is cruel, however I would
Say it is liberation of self
When coupled with an indomitable spirit.